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04/18/09--20:36: You are my sushine, my only sushine. You make me happy, when skies are gray. (chan 2204380)

 

It looks like its getting big, I'd imagined it'd be a little smaller...... I got the sonogram Thursday..

They checked for everything and I came out clean and healthy... Wow I sound like I was taking a drug test.

I'm at a normal weight range I should be at this far along. My eating habits are tolerable, but I should start eating a little healthier.

But other than that I am as healthy as a pregnant teen should be. :]

I am Happy.

 




04/26/09--06:02: Sunday, April 26, 2009 (chan 2204380)

Good morning.... Usually I am not really up this early on the weekends....
Well... my weekend has been pretty peaceful. I realaxed from all the stress of the week... Zander made me dinner last night it was so sweet.....

until I threw it up later that night.... damn morning sickness.... or evening sickness... lol

I read it should begin to go away pretty soon... Hopefully...

 

Anywho.. I heard about the swine flu outbreaks that are going on in Mexico, and are beginning to happen in the US, there was even a few cases in New Zealand...

God, I hope it doesn't turn into a real pandemic like everyone fears it could possibly be...

 




05/03/09--08:42: Sunday, May 03, 2009 (chan 2204380)

No confirmed cases yet, but there are atleast 11 probable cases of the Swine Flu thing. And none of those probable cases are on this side of Maryland so far and it seems that thinks are calming down.

But besides that, no major sickness her so far, and hope things don't get that bad.

 

Anyway.... Happy 13 weeks! :] I can't believe I am this far along, so far. My stomach is growing and I am beginning to love it.

Well, this was just a small quick update. I have to go now....

Later,

Sydney




05/09/09--21:01: Sunday, May 10, 2009 (chan 2204380)

I just totally realized that my birthday is coming up....

How could I forget my own birthday? Crazy...

Anywho yea I am turning 16! :]

What sucks is I have to be in school then but no worries I am good.. Right now I couldn't be happier...
MS is dying down. Which I am thankful for. Schools over in a month :].

 

Yea.. And Happy Mother's day to me and to all you mother's out there.




05/15/09--18:41: Saturday, May 16, 2009 (chan 2204380)

 

Sometimes I hate the heat, especially when you are trying to walk on the boardwalk and its so crowded that your shoulders practically touch strangers shoulders.

But tis fine. The weather should be getting a little cooler. Tomorrow I am heading up to Baltimore to visit my dad, and brother and sister. Their exams end this upcoming week so thats is awesome, if I could have my last exams now.... :[ Darn. My exams are a month away....

Hmm... I am craving some Thrasher's Fries... Greasy and salty I know, but I want some :[ lol....

I'll just have a little,,.... just a little...

So I am off on a quest to get some fries.

Farewell.....

Sydney....

 




05/19/09--18:03: Wednesday, May 20, 2009 (chan 2204380)

Today is my birthday!

I am 16! :] ....

Hm... I really never imagined I'd be in the predicament that I am in now.... I've always imagined I'd wait to have a baby... I thought that when I'd turn 16 I'd be happy, yes. But being pregnant never crossed my mind. I never even imagined I'd end up with Zander. I mean I liked him before, and we hung out a lot, I just didn't know he was that in to me. :]...

But yea. For my birthday my friends held a little get together for me... I mean I'm not into birthday parties so just hanging out with my friends is ok with me, besides the money I received from them and family. I am saving that shit for the baby...

After that, me and Zand took a walk on Assateague. It was peaceful then we just laid there on the beach watching as the sky changed colors before setting below the horizon behind us.

He has been really sweet throughout this whole experience so far. I am just grateful for it. I am glad he hasn't left me alone in all of this...

 




05/25/09--06:15: Monday, May 25, 2009 (chan 2204380)

Happy Memorial Day!

Why do people really even say happy in front of Memorial Day? Isn't it suppose to be a day of honoring the people who died during military service?

Now it really has become like a Fourth of July, with cook outs. Its the unofficial start of summer.

 

Anyway, disregard the little rant, got carried away a bit lol...

What is up with me? Hmm.... It has been a little hot here again. Luckily my school has Air Condition.

This weekend, where I live has been jam packed almost. Since I live by the beach, and this beach is where almost everyone in Maryland goes for vacation, it tends to get crowded.

Its fun at times to people watch, but a lot of people are careless, they litter a lot, a have no regard for others.

What is up with me? I'm acting like I have PMS, kinda like not having my period for a while. But I can already tell, its gonna be a pain being pregnant during the summer...

 

Anywho.. I have a new addiction! Hummus. One day I decided hmm, lets try it out, so I did and now I seem to can't get enough of it. And good thing its healthy too.

I have about three more weeks of school left, it seems like its never ending and never gonna get here.

Anyway, yea, my brother and sister are down here for about a month, or maybe even longer. When my brother found out I was pregnant, he was about to take Zander's head off. They were friends before he went to college last year, they didn't keep in touch too much though. So when he found out, he was beyond pissed.

But he is tolerating it, for now.

Lately, I have been falling asleep earlier than I was before, and when I don't have to get up for school, I wake up early anyway. Which is weird because I never use to do that.

 

Anyway, yea my thoughts are all over the place in this entry, I seem to be slightly scatterbrained right now. :]

Sydney <3




06/20/09--11:09: Saturday, June 20, 2009 (chan 2204380)

Wow, its been so long since I wrote here.... Getting close to the one month mark.

 

Well anyway, School finally finished earlier this week, thank god. :] Now no more worrying over school work. Just relaxing, well relaxing the best I can with a fetus growing in my tummy...

Speaking of, Its a girl!

I was actually hoping for a girl too. I was also gonna hold out on finding out the sex but the daddy convinced me otherwise. I am really excited about everything, and sorta nervous.

 

So just wanted to give an update and let everyone who reads this, know how I am.

 

Sydney Rose<3




09/22/09--17:45: Wednesday, September 23, 2009 (chan 2204380)

My God! How long has it been? I have just been so busy.

Well, I started my junior year on the 31st of August at my new school in Baltimore City. It felt so odd going to school big as a whale, and I know I was the talk of the school probably. But I did see other pregnant girls there, I have been hearing a lot lately that there seems to be a baby boom going on.

 But I made a few new friends and they don't seem to mind. In my Russian language class, there was a Senior who already had a kid two years ago, and shes still going to school. So we became friends instantly. Shes really cool.

Zander started Towson the same day and he has Fridays off so he drops me off and picks me up from school on those days and then I spend as much time as possible with him.

He's just been so great, so caring that I can't even believe it. He is currently double majoring in Political Science and Economics.

Right before leaving Ocean City, I had a little baby shower and got so much stuff for the baby. So many adorable clothes. I kinda want to go organic, I have been getting into an 'Organic' kick lately trying to be healthy while pregnant, but I don't know it might be hard to afford after the baby comes. But maybe I'll try organic baby foods or maybe try to make my own for her, and I want to breastfeed, not many young people seem to want to do that nowadays. Atleast thats what I think.

I don't know. Anyway. its getting so close, I am 33 weeks and November seems to be coming faster than ever.

Sydney.




12/21/09--13:03: Monday, December 21, 2009 (chan 2204380)

Wow, its been literally forever.
I've been good, but busy and tired.


Okay so much has happened.
I gave birth on Halloween actually. Which was very funny.
I was in labor for about almost 14 hours.
I delivered through a waterbirth. Labor was a definite pain but the water did help.
Only stayed out of school  for about 5 weeks and went back 2 weeks ago.

I named her Paisley. Strange little name, it actually came to me during the beginning of October and I thought it was clever, unique and original.

She is now almost 7 weeks old and is maturing really well.

She is breastfeed. Had a little trouble in the beginning, with her latching and the slight soreness but now its going along well. I had to cut back a little on the breast to mouth technique when I went back to school, so I 'pump and dump' for the hours I am in school.

My dad's wife watches her during school time, which is a blessing. An absolute blessing. So I don't have to leave it up to strangers to handle my baby at daycares.  

The baby daddy was really excited when she was born, he was with me every step of the way. He has been the sweetest, I love him more and more each day. He finished his final exams for the semester last week so hes spending his time practically living at my house and helping during the night with the baby and while being at school too.

This past weekend there was a snowstorm. This early in December, a snow storm? lol So we had off today from school. I don't know whether thats a relief or a pain. But I always love the chance of spending more time with Paisley.

She is such an adorable baby girl. Shes beginning to make the cutest faces. And she likes 'talking'.

Anywho Christmas is coming up soon. Her first Christmas. I don't know if I wanna start the whole 'Santa' thing when she grows up. Its kinda sinister in a way. You perpetuate a lie and watch them grow up believing it only to tell them later on that it isn't real.

Instead of traveling back home to Ocean City, My family is traveling back up here to stay for the holidays.
Zander's family is traveling back up here as well to visit again but they will be heading back Christmas morning.
All will be here with in a day or two.

Thats all an update for now, all I had time for doing. Gotta go and feed Paisley.
Until next time.
Later.